Musings of the Mind

Gravity Without Pulling: A Cavendish Experiment Reframed Through AMS Most explanations of gravity lean on a familiar phrase: mass attracts mass . It works well enough for calculations, but it leaves an uncomfortable gap in intuition. What is actually doing the pulling? And why doesn’t everything constantly fly together? A classic Cavendish-style experiment exposes this tension beautifully. Viewed through the Aetheric Magnetic Substrate (AMS) lens, the experiment becomes not mysterious at all, but mechanically obvious. This post reframes the experiment using AMS, without breaking the parts of physics that already work. The Experiment, Simply Stated We begin with a balanced system: A horizontal bar, free to rotate Identical lead balls on each end Perfect symmetry, no preferred direction Nothing moves. Now we introduce change: Additional lead balls are placed near one side The bar begins to rotate A tiny force becomes measurable In a related setup: A small lead pyram...

Biblical Counter-Images for the Three-Stage Stack (pictures that speak to the limbic system: scene + emotion + outcome) Stage 1: Moral Injury / Reality Violation Core fear: “Wrong happened. It wasn’t named. Truth isn’t protected.” Picture 1 — God as Judge who sees truly Scene: A courtroom where the judge cannot be bribed, confused, or manipulated. Emotional correction: Truth is not lost. Reality is held. Scripture anchors: “Shall not the Judge of all the earth do right?” (Genesis 18:25) “He will bring every deed into judgment…” (Ecclesiastes 12:14) “The LORD loves justice.” (Psalm 37:28) Limbic message: Even if people deny it, Heaven does not. Picture 2 — The blood crying out from the ground Scene: Abel’s blood calling out like a voice that cannot be silenced. Emotional correction: The wrong has a witness built into reality itself. Scripture anchor: “The voice of your brother’s blood cries to Me from the ground.” (Genesis 4:10) Limbic message: Truth has a...

The Three-Stage Stack: When Trauma Becomes a Nervous System Loop (Not a “Thought Problem”) There’s a particular kind of healing moment that feels strangely anticlimactic. Not because you’re “better”, and not because everything is fine — but because you’ve processed so much emotional noise that you finally reach something quieter, deeper, and more structural. It’s the point where you realise: I’m not just dealing with emotions anymore. I’m dealing with wiring. For a long time, I assumed my internal distress was mostly about identifiable feelings: grief, anger, betrayal, sadness, regret — and all the usual suspects. And to be fair: those were real, and I did need to process them. But once I’d worked through a large portion of that emotional backlog, I discovered something underneath it that felt different. Not like a memory. Not like a story. Not even like a thought. More like a system . A loop. A stack. A predictable internal chain reaction that would activate in my body...

When Grief Amplifies Grief — And Betrayal Hides Beneath It There are experiences in life that don’t merely hurt. They reveal . Sometimes they reveal the good — love, meaning, depth, tenderness. And sometimes they reveal what was already wounded underneath, waiting quietly for the day it could no longer stay buried. This post is about something I only fully understood four months after a relationship ended — and how that ending exposed two different kinds of pain: The pain of loss The pain of betrayal They are not the same. And confusing them can keep a person trapped for years. The First Thing I Saw: Grief When the relationship ended, I felt grief immediately — overwhelming grief. Not mild sadness. Not disappointment. It was the kind of grief that affects your ability to function. It was so strong that I couldn’t just “move on”. I had to stop and ask: What is actually happening inside me? And what became clear fairly early was this: The grief I felt from losing t...